we should to start from the very begining. we all are proud, sometimes very proud which is not good for us, ok let me go ahead please, girls should say hello to the boy they want. world could be better. i passed more than 10 years in london and spain and other places, so alone waitting all the times a lady´s hello, it never came to my ears. i tried so hard to say something but people always running, the underground tooks always their time, any way a still now have my beautiful remember, that nice 19 years girl (me 21) in london (hyde park), near serpentine place, gave a kiss to me, i did feel like cracy, with that kiss i saw the universe in a second, but things were not so easy, before that kiss i had to cry to her and i was on my knees looking her wonderful eyes (i will not forget those eyes), ok let me go ahead we were working at the italian embassy in london 1980 or near, well a few years before or latter. she italian godness, me colombian poor little stupid boy. latter on i will talk more about this sad hystory, tears come to my eyes, i think it´s better to me to go to my bed and have a rest for a little, anyway i have so many tnings to say to you, for instance i like to play chess. ok my mail carlos-filos in hot. see you latter brithish people. thanks to listen.